Just be yourself

today, i just wanna share my feeling here....
by the way... i miss this blog.... my places to write my inner feeling :')

hmmm.... what i'm feeling now is... GUILTY :'((

what i learn from this epic tragedy is.....
1. your mouth is your double edge swords, once you said something about another althought you just not really mean it, sometimes its really an important matter for another... and sometimes can make someone sad or even disappointed... forgive me :( i did'nt really mean it... you're perfect just what u are... and i really feel like i'm lost... lossing u... isn't good... *sigh*
2. DO NOT TAKE ANY DECISION when YOU ARE ANGRY ...... :'( oh god... why im really stubborn... im really regret it....
3. became mature is a must, its start with yourself. you have an obligation to do, you have something to do for your future... don't take it easy, or just let it flow... you need to consider what your future is from now.... this lesson i learned not only from you... but also from my bestfriends whose already telling me, what is wrong and what is right.... and once.. again... thank you for you... you changes me alot :( this is why i can't just let you go... i'm really regret what've i'm done.... :"(






And now this is for you, a small letter to say that i'm regret it......
i am sorry... i am stubborn i am really a bad boy for you....
if there is a second chance, i will take it...
i won't let you down again....
if i let you down after this second chance, you can just leave me. that's my promise...
but promise is just a promise if i'm not do it right ?
but i can guarantee it won't happen again... :(

but if there is no second chance....
i will take the responsibility... :')




i hope i can still say this... i love you...
and right now i'm need and missing you... :')







Clown