gk kerasa banget bangetan ud 6 bulan sama kamu ... seneng bngt ak,seneng karna bnyk hal kmrn tu tp jg ada sebelnya... campur aduk banget :))
yg senengnya karena pertama : aku org pertama yg bs bikin km betah,yg biasanya km slalu 3 bulan putus,sm ak bs sampe 6 bulan,ak seneng bngt tuh :) brarti ak kan bs mbuat km nyaman sm ak :p
trus ke 2 : km slalu ada aja kejutan tiap maw memasuki hari aniv. kita... gk kyk ak yg slalu kekurangan ide bwt ksh kjutan :(( dan km orgnya romantis :* dan skali lg gk kyk aku :((
kue yg km kasih kmrn,sukses membuat ak nangis... nangis bahagia... dan gk nyangka bngt km bakal ksh itu,gr" ak kira km sakit eh ternyata km pura" sakit,pdhl ud d bela"in ijin sm ortu :s ternyata gk sakit =-= tp seneng bngt km ksh itu,n kita make a wish bareng gt :* hari tu bnr" km bikin ak kaget n nangis d tmpt :') trus senengnya lg pulang" ak kasih tu kue ke kluarga ku ktnya enk hwahahaha.... n gk marah mreka gr" km boong skt ternyata ngasih ituu hihihi
yaaa itu bagian seneng"nya....
skrg bagian sedihnya :
km nyebelin,knp sih tiap maw bikin kjutan km alasan pengen putus huhuhuh T__T
ak kan innocent jdna gk taw kalo km bneran ato pura" :p
pdhl tau sih gr" sistamu vonnu tiba" ngetwitt hoax gt,tp gr" lingkungan skitar memihakmu ak jd kbawa arus dan percaya... menyebalkan sangat =---=
sumpah tu ak sedih bngt kalo km tauuu,ak mikirin terus knp hanya gr" masalah kecil km bsr"in dan berakhir dngn kata udahan... ak sebel ak marah tp ak jg sedih... mixed feeling... makanya bgitu km ksh ak surprise ak langsung kaget dan nangis d tmpt....
km emg nyebelin bakpao coklatt.....
tp ak syg bngt sm km... km slalu bs bikin ak kaget sm kejutan"mu :*
tp ak minta kalo maw ksh kejutan jngn tntng udhn lg ya... ak sedih beneran soalnya kalo tntng itu.... gk taw knp ak sensitif sm kata udahan T__T
thats all i can write for my half year aniv.
hope our wish can become realized....
and i really love you right now...
i don't want to loose you....
biarpun blakangan ini kita sering brantem abis aniv. kmrn,tp ak ttp sayang sm km... dan gk taw knp pas kita lg happy"nya ada aj masalah yaa T__T
moga" kita bs sabar hadapi smua rintangan yg ada... jngn gmpng nyerah dngn bilang "forbidden word" you know lah apa,kata yg slalu bikin ak sedih kalo km blg itu...
harapan ku jg kita bs slg mengurangi ego n gengsi kita masing" slalu saling pengertian, saling percaya, and keep HOT XD :* :* :*
from your darling
Mr.bubu / Clown
See I never thought that I could walk through fire.
I never thought that I could take the burn.
I never had the strength to take it higher,
Until I reached the point of no return.
And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
It's my destiny.
I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up up up,
And never say never.
I never thought I could feel this power.
I never thought that I could feel this free.
I'm strong enough to climb the highest tower.
And I'm fast enough to run across the sea.
And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
Cause this is my destiny.
I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.
Here we go!
Guess who?
JSmith and Jb!
I gotcha lil bro.
I can handle him.
Hold up, aight?
I can handle him.
Now he's bigger than me,
Taller than me.
And he's older than me,
And stronger than me.
And his arms a little bit longer than me.
But he ain't on a JB song with me!
I be trying a chill
They be trying to side with the thrill.
No pun intended, was raised by the power of Will.
Like Luke with the force, when push comes to shove.
Like Cobe with the 4th, ice water with blood.
I gotta be the best, and yes
We're the flyest.
Like David and Goliath,
I conquered the giant.
So now I got the world in my hand,
I was born from two stars
So the moon's where I land.
I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.
I will never say never! (I will fight)
I will fight till forever! (make it right)
Whenever you knock me down,
I will not stay on the ground.
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up,
Pick it up, up, up,
And never say never.
Ntah knp tiap kita bbman slalu saja tengkar.....
Ak gk prnh mksd kyk nyindir km,dll...
Ak jg cape kalo tiap ak bbm km slalu km marah"... Ak gk prnh mksd bwt km marah....
Km brubah,dulu ak chat kyk gt km tanggapi mngkn guyon ato ap...
Skrg... Chat dikit bs bikin marah km kyk gt....
Maaf kalo emg ak slalu buat km marah" gini...
Thanks.. :(
Clown
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
Just a song from sabrina or maybe hoobstank....
For you for my princess that I already fall really deep in love with...
Everyday I love you
Just you,that already make me change,change to be someone...
Someone that can make you,friend n my family happy...
Maybe itsn't enough to make you happy now...
Cause I know,I still unperfect...
But I still... I still trying,I still push my self,to become someone who can always make you happy... And the reason is you...
:'(
Ntah hrs mulai drmn,ak gk bs tdr....
Ak mikirin tntng ap yg ak lakukan ke dpn bwt kita... Ak salah slalu buat km marah,udh baikan marah lg... Tp pliss... Kasih ak 1 x ksempatan trakhir bwt ngrubah sgala sikapku...
Ak akan ngrubah smua yg km gk suka,gk akn mancing kmarahanmu lg... Pliss...
Aku GAK MAU KEHILANGAN ORANG YANG PALING AKU SAYANG..... Pliss...
Cmn km org yg bs ngertiin ak skrg,cmn km alasan ak bs trus smangat hadapi sgala ujian hidupku....
Km org yg pertama x mbuka pikiranku bwt masa dpn....
Dan aku gk mau kehilangan itu T________T
Please,givee me one last chance to prove it,to fix it,to change it....
I hope you understand me :'((((((
:( :( :( :(
Blkngan ini ak kyknya slalu bikin km emosi :( bnrnya ak sm skali gk mksd bwt bikin km emosi... Ak cmn pengen tau... Dan mngkn caraku salah... Rasa pengen tauku klewat bsr,sampe ak blg sesuatu yg mancing emosimu....
Maafin ak yaaang :'( gk mksd sm skali kyk gt... Sumpah...
Tiap km marah ap lg kyk baru aj...
Tngnku dingin,kakiku dingin,bdnku gk enk,gr" ak takut khilangan km... Org yg ak sayangi,bngt malah :'(
Pliss lbih sbr hadapin aku... Bkn brarti km gk sbr.... Cmn ngertiin ak yg kyk gt....
Marahin ak gpp... Tp jngn minta sesuatu yg bikin ak sedih :(
Regard
Your Clown
