Just be yourself

dunno dunno dunno dunno dunno dunnoo dunno dunno dunno dunnooo dunooooooooooooo

2 bln sudah.... Bersama dirinya.....
Gk krasa waktu bgitu cpt....
Smoga... Prasaan dia padaku dan prasaanku padanya,gk akan prnh brubah...
Smoga cinta ini bs mngalir mulus sperti air yg trus mengalir tanpa ada hambatan...

Km slalu bs mbuat ak mrasa nyaman... Ak cm berharap 1,km gk sia"in ak...
Dan ak janji gk bakal sia"in km sampe kpnpun....

Smoga km menjadi seseorg yg nantinya slalu ad bwt ak... Slalu ad d sampingku,sampe ajal memisahkan :D *rada lebay hahaha*

Ak maw critain dkt tntng km aah.... Km tu orgna,baik tp kadang bandel,susah d blgin,tp so sweet :D , ak plg suka baca sesuatu yg dr km,entah surat yg tiba" d selipin d buku yg km pinjem,ato blogmu ataupun yg lain.... Tp ad sifat yg gk ak suka,mesti knp sih suka bngt km tu godain ak,ngetes ksabaran,mbuat jeles dsb... Huem... Jngn terlalu sering kyk gt dong... Skali" gpp... Tp jngn sering ya :*
Tp km slalu bs bwt ak bahagia ntah ap pun caramu itu,ak slalu suka...
Ak maw slamanya sm km... Jngn prnh tinggalin ak y... :)



I LOVE YOU
Mr.bubu

Its have been a while that I haven't update this blog. A lot things happen.... And suddenly change my life too....
One of them is I have a new girlfriend his name is kiasatina amalia mustafa...
We have been together from 27th of august 2010...
She's a good woman,diligent,smart,cute maybe :p,and really care about me...
She's always support me in my study,if I become lazy she will get angry,
Teach me any subject that I can't understand >.<
Hmm.... And then she maybe a bit childish but I like it :),from outside she looks childish but inside she's very mature woman hahaha... :p
Although our relationship is still 2 month I already really really love her :*
She's always make me comfort when doing something with her,she's know what I need... And I like it... :)
I'm lucky to have her now...
and thanks for you that always make me comfort,know what I need,and also really care about me :*
And I hope you're the last,the last that I love,and me is your last love...
so don't let me down...

I love you... :*


Yours sweety
Mr.bubu :)

Ya allah.... Knp memory" ini trus muncul...
Tiap ak lakuin sesuatu enth d sengaja ato gk mesti ak inget km....
Gk selalu emg... Tp pasti ada aja....
Huhuhu.... Dan ak gk tau hrs gmn skrg :(
Ak bnr" merindukanmu... Sgalanya drmu....
Terutama ngliat km tersenyum manis d dpnku....
Lg lg dan lg ak nulis blog gini...
Maaf ya... kalo km bc pasti km mikir,ngapain ak nulis kok kyk gini trus....
Ak nulis gini soalnya ak gk tau hrs blg ke sapa lg...
Btapa ak butuh km skrg...

Dan...
Bila esok datang kembali
Seperti sedia kala dimana kau bisa bercanda
Dan...
Perlahan kaupun, lupakan aku
Mimpi burukmu
Dimana t'lah kutancapkan duri tajam
Kaupun menangis, menangis sedih
Maafkan aku...

Dan...
Bukan maksudku, bukan inginku
Melukaimu sadarkah kau di sini 'kupun terluka
Melupakanmu, menepikanmu
Maafkan aku

Lupakanlah/caci maki saja diriku
Bila itu bisa membuatmu kembali bersinar
Dan berpijar seperti dulu kala

Hbs baca blogmu ak terharu...
Hahaha... Ak jg minta maaf kalo ak ad salah...
Dan ak jg maw blg,kalo ak syg bngt sm km....
Dan kalo harus nunggu ak akan nunggu sberapa lamapun itu...
Karna km tak tergantikan oleh siapapun....
From the start I know that I love u,and in the end I still will love u.....
Jngn brubah lg y... :')

Emosi tingkat tinggi.... Org rumah mesti gk mau ngalah,marah trus marah trus.....
Ap yg ak buat slalu terlihat salah d mata mreka (?)
argh... :(
Gk tau lah....
Butuh tmn crita skrg...
Tp siapa... :((
Huff....

Just when I had you off my head
Your voice comes thrashing wildly
Through my quiet bed
You say you wanna try again
But I've tried everything but giving in

PRE-CHORUS
Why you wanna break my heart again?
Why am I gonna let you try?

CHORUS
When all we ever do is say goodbye
Oh, all we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
Oh, all we ever do is say goodbye

I bought a ticket on a plane
And by the time it landed, you were gone again
I love you more than songs can say
But I can't keep running after yesterday

PRE-CHORUS
So, why you wanna break my heart again?
Why am I gonna let you try?

CHORUS
When all we ever do is say goodbye
Oh, all we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
Oh, all we ever do is say goodbye

We say goodbye
We say goodbye
We say goodbye

CHORUS
When all we ever do is say goodbye
Oh, all we ever do is say goodbye
All we ever do is say goodbye
Oh, all we ever do is say goodbye

Had a little love but I spread it thin
Falling in her arms and out again
Made a bad name for my game round town
Tore out my heart and shut it down

PRE-CHORUS
Nothing to do, nowhere to be
A simple little a kind of free
Nothing to do, no one but me
That's is all I need

CHORUS
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely, yeah
Nobody belongs to me

I see my friends around from time to time
When their ladies let em slip away
And when they ask me how I'm doing with mine
This is always what I say ...

PRE-CHORSU
Nothing to do, nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do, no one to be
Is it really hard to see?

CHORUS
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely, yeah
Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me

And this is not to say
There never comes a day
I'll take my chances and start again
And when I look behind
On all my younger times
I'll have to thank the wrongs
That led me to a love so strong

[INSTRUMENTAL]

CHORUS
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely, yeah
Cause I don't belong to anyone
And nobody belongs --

That's the way, that's the way
That's the way that I want it
That's the way, that's the way
That's the way that I want it
That's the way, that's the way
That's the way that I want it
That's the way, that's the way
That's the way that I want it

tiap malam slalu dan slalu kpikiran km.....
tp kyknya percuma ak nulis gini trus.... km gk prnh mau tau mungkin......
dan mngkn bagimu history is history.....
tp bagiku.... km sgalanya.... meskipun km gk mau peduli lg sm ak mungkin......
karna kenangan itu,knangan sama km... gk prnh bs d lupakan sekeras apapun ak berlari untuk melupakan.... d pikiranku hanya ada kamu....
:( i miss u.... i miss the old u....

(Whispered) Let me be your hero

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

(Chorus)
I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight

Chorus

I just want to hold you (2x)
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here tonight

Chorus (2x)

You can take my breath my breath away
I can be your hero

last night,i can't sleep again..... and i don't know why last night,the are rain inside my room..... and all of memory inside my head are spread out.... and i relieve that i really miss u.... i remember when i can touch your hand,feel your hand,and feel your heart....
and do you know ? maybe i still love u....
but maybe u don't care anymore ?
and all i can do is just write it in this blog......
hope u can know what i feel right now.....



Win~an~tea

habis baca blog mu ak jd inget berbagai hal kecil sm kamu,entah senang,sedih dll....
tp kenangan itu bgitu berharga buat aku....
sumpah tiap inget" kejadian lucu sm km,ak jd antara senyum" sendiri dan antara mau nangis hahahaha.... gara" tiap ak inget itu smua,aku kangen sama kamu.... :')
seandainya smua hal itu bisa terulang... pasti menyenangkan bisa sm km lg,ketawa",marah"an,ak brusaha minta maaf gr" ktiduran and so on..... hahahaha....
:')
ak kangen bngt masa itu....

hari ini bnyk kejadian yg gk terduga....
ak ngrasa seneng banget hari ini.... :)
mulai dari 1 : ktemu km,biarpun cm bntr.... tp ak seneng bs liat km lg.... oh iy td km cantik lho... (gombal dikit Xp) hahaha.... smoga tar bs ktemu km lg ntah kapan.... :)
ke 2 : ktemu tmn" kuliahku,dan blajar bareng... jg seneng liat mreka senang" gt.... rasanya gmn gt.... smoga mreka bs senang" trus y.. :D
dan ke 3 : AKU BELAJAR STATISTIK MUDENG OND.... wkwkwkwk... XD smoga besok bisa d terapkan pas ujian hoahhh..... amin amin.......

hari ini bnr" seneng deh.... :)
smoga besok pas ngerjain uas jg seneng....
dan smoga tmn"ku bisa ngerjainnya....
aminnn.....

ud ah mau buka" lagi biar besok bisa.... :)








love to my friend
love to YOU
and love to allah.... :)







Win~an~tea

huaamm,besok uas dan saya belum tertidur jam sgini......
dan belajar finance susah banget sampe gk paham yg d baca itu apa -___-
curhat ke blog ah....
kmrn malam jam sgini jg,ak ke inget kamu... dan parahnya ak sampe nangis ond.... -__-
mngkn km blg percuma,rugi dll....
tp ak gk pernah merugi untuk itu.....
mngkn emng bnyk tmn"ku blg,think logical... ada yg blg ak bodoh kalo kyk gini terus....
dan ak blg skali lg,ak gk peduli....
frontal dikit ah....
ak msh menanti apapun akhrnya ntar...
kalo emg tar gk jodoh,yg penting ak ud ikhtiar....
mngkn ak terlihat bodoh kalo kyk gini terus....
tp ak gk peduli........
karna ak sayang sama kamu.....
dan km gk tergantikan....






Win~an~tea

bila saja engkau tahu
di hatiku ada kamu
bila saja kau mengerti
tiap waktu ada kamu

* aku tak bisa dustai hatiku
untuk munafiki semua rasaku
dan kini ku ingin dirimu tahu

reff:
di hatiku ada namamu
setiap saat aku menantimu
tak pernah berhenti memujamu
meski tak ada jawab rasaku

pernah ku coba berlari
dan bunuh rasa cintaku
namun sungguh ku tak bisa
ternyata ku makin cinta

repeat *
repeat reff

repeat *
repeat reff

mengapa engkau waktu itu
putuskan cintaku
dan saat ini engkau selalu ingin bertemu
dan memulai jalin cinta

reff:
mau dikatakan apa lagi
kita tak akan pernah satu
engkau di sana, aku di sini
mesti hatiku memilihmu
andai aku bisa
ingin aku memelukmu lagi
di hati ini hanya engkau mantan terindah
yang selalu ku rindukan
repeat reff
engkau meminta padaku
untuk mengatakan bila ku berubah
jangan pernah kau ragukan
engkau kan selalu di langkahku
repeat reff
engkau di sini, aku di sini
mesti hatiku memilihmu
yang tlah kau buat
sungguhlah indah
buat diriku susah lupa

Jonathan Groff
I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times
I sometimes see you pass outside my door
Hello, is it me you're looking for?

Lea Michele and Jonathan Groff
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted
And my arms are open wide
Cause you know just what to say
And you know just what to do
And I want to tell you so much
I love you

oooh yeaah

Jonathan Groff
I long to see the sunlight in your hair
Lea Michele
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Lea Michele and Jonathan Groff
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow
Hello, I've just got to let you know
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you

Lea Michele and Jonathan Groff
Is it me you're looking for?
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
(wonder what you do)
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
Or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by sayin
I love you

ngantukkkk.....
post dulu de sbelum tidur....
hari ini berlalu dengan kesepian seperti biasa... ya sudah lah...
saat kaw memikirkan seseorg tp org itu gk mrasa ya sudah lah...
apapun yg terjadi..... kukan slalu ada untukmuuu,jangan lah kaw bersedihh coz everything gonna be okayyy....

hea malah nyanyi huakaka,tp pake kata" sndiri huyuhh.....
ya sudah lahh..... XD

bubu ah...
nitez...

Win~an~tea

stiap ada permulaan selalu ada akhir....
dan saya sngt membenci kata berakhir,selamat tinggal,dll
kenapa sih selalu ada kata berpisah.....
hari ini tgl 5 juni 2010,kucingku d kasihkan ke tmn papaku,ktnya susah meliharanya... pdhl kucing itu mesti nemeni kalo lg sepi,main"....
skrg.... rumah jd bertambah sepi bngt nget nget.....
salah satu contoh knapa ak benci akhiran.....
dan bnyk contoh lainnya,
i hate goodbye
i REALLY HATE GOODBYE
I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE GOODBYE
whatever its reason......
i really hate G-O-O-D-B-Y-E
-___-"

kalo kyk gini trus,smakin bnyk yg hilang dari hidupku,smakin gk enk rasanya hidupku....
smoga ak gk kehilangan teman"ku jg.... :)

IRISH GIRL

Irish girl and irish boy
Is all you need to break toys
That’s all you need
That’s all you want
That’s all you see
Inside this grief
Follow me to start a war
Cause you won’t see your
Fading scores
That’s all you want
That’s all you need
For you i’ll bleed
Why can’t you see?
all you want is the truth
all you want is the truth
and in disguise you’ll
know what’s true
but i won’t see you now or
in two days

lagunya enk ini.... easy listening....
coba download deh... sip bngt... :D

sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
sad
:(

.........................

hmm...
gk tau prasaan sedih apa ini.....
smua bnr" brubah....
dan mngkn saatnya aku brubah jg.....
tp ak gk bs....
ak msh sngt sngt butuh km....
gk tau ud ak,let it flow aj d....
gk bs nulis lg ak... :(

buka fb trus iseng" liat message fb sm km dulu....
huhuhu....
pen nangis bacanya....
gk nyangka bakal kyk gini skrg....
ak kangen.... T__T

huemm...
ntah knapa....
stiap km ada walaupun hanya skedar chat... rasanya.... ak gk ksepian lg, biarpun gk ktemu.... walaupun pingin ktemu.....
tapi,bgitu km off.... dunia rasanya sepi.... ak ksepian lg...
dan hari"ku pun serasa sepi......
dan pasti ak langsung melow kyk skrg ini hahaha....
yg kurasakan skrg,ak bnr" kangen kamu...
seandainya bisa kyk dulu... ak pengen bngt...
smoga aj,masa depan bs jd milik kita.... :)
amin...


love u always....

Win~an~tea

it's already a month, you left me....
it's really a long and hard time without you....
maybe its sound weird,but i need you now... :((

again, and again,every night... i really miss u...

hmpr tiap malam, ak slalu kpikiran kamu.....
lagi" ak nulis blog galau.... hahahaha...
hmpr tiap malam jg mataku berkaca",dan bahkan sampe nangis.... tiap mikirin km..........
ap km ngrasain ap yg ak rasa ?
atau cm biasa ?
ak gk mngkn tau....
huhu...
aku kangen kamu :((

aku sperti tersesat dalam hidupku
tersesat d keheningan sunyi tanpamu...
huhuhu.....

ya allah,mudahkan jalanku ini... :((

hmm, salah satu yg terpikirkan d otakku sekarang yaitu.....
ak bakal jadi apa tar kelak,beberapa tahun lagi....
apa ak bisa sama kamu lagi,
apa ak bakal hidup lama ?
hmmm.... bnyk misteri d hidup ini... apa lagi yg bersangkutan sama masa depan.....

entah knp,sejak tgl 26-04-10, sejak saat itu,hidupku bnr" hampa....
ap lg km yg brubah jg... mngkn bkn brubah,tp mengikuti ap kata ortumu....
yah jujur... hari" slain kuliah , hari" dmn ak libur dan gk ada kerjaan,d hari itu,ak bner" kangen kamu,bukan brarti hari lain ak gk kangen,tp rasa kangenku lbih besar pas ak bnr" nganggur...
huff,ak gk tau mau nulis ap lg.... ak sedih,tp ak jg gk bs sedih trus,ak cm percaya satu hal,kalo kita emg jodoh,kmn pun kita melangkah,berapa lama pun kita pisah,pasti tar kembali lagi.... amin :)

harapanku kedepan, ak bs jd org yg berguna buat orang" d skitarku, buat tmn"ku,ortuku,dan kalo emg jodoh juga buat kamu nantinya.......

satu pesanku bwt km,
keep spirit,keep your smile,and don't give up with your study....

love u

Win~an~tea

hal terberat dalam hidupku,melupakan seseorg yg ak cintai....
ak gk peduli sapa yg baca ini, sapa yg komen ini....
tapi emg,ak bnr" gk bs ngelupain KAMU.....
smua yg ak lakuin,sampe hal terkecil pun,slalu ada bayangmu....
dan mungkin km ud gk peduli lg, dan mungkin km emg ud lupa rasa mu ke aku......
huff.....
tiap malam ak slalu kangen,saat km mngkn sedang tidur lelap......
ak bangun,terjaga....
hanya memikirkan kamu.......

smoga km ngerti ap yg ak rasain.....

hp saya sepi.....
hp yg dulu geter karna smsmu....
skrg jd sepi bngt... huhuhu....
pen sms an lg sm kamuuuu.... :(
haaaah..... :(

melow lg malam ini..... bubu malem lg jg kyknya..... :(

Tak pernah setengah hati
Ku mencintaimuku memiliki dirimu
Setulus-tulusnya jiwa
Ku serahkan semua hanya untukmu

Tak pernah aku niati untuk melukaimu
Atau meninggalkan dirimu
Sesal ku selalu bila tak sengaja
Aku buat kau menangis

Reff
Memiliki mencintai dirimu kasihku
Tak akan pernah membuat diriku menyesal
Sungguh matiku
Hidupku 'kan selalu membutuhkan kamu

Back to Reff 3x

i want my life back....
my life that i can laugh freely....
my life that i can do something without think another problem.....
my life that i can go out with you!
and my life that there are you beside me!

but this just hope....
but i REALLY hope it!

:(

gara" kmrn ak nulis status YM yg aneh"....
km marah....
itu gara" aku emosi.... kamu skrg berubah,brubah drastis dari org yg ak kenal dulu.....
gara" itu ak emosi,sampe nulis yg aneh"....
MAAF...
ak gk maksud nulis itu......
cm gara" emosi sesaat ak nulis kyk gt...
tp kamu pasti ud gk percaya ak lg.... karna d matamu ak slalu blg kbohongan....
cm omong doang....
tp ak blg kenyataan...
skali lagi MAAF...
aku emang salah...
MAAFin ak yg selalu salah ini...
MAAFin ak yg egois ini...
MAAF ud bikin km BT
MAAF buat km sakit hati....

cuma kata MAAF yg ak bs blg... ntah km mau maafin atau gk....
mungkin ak emg gk pantas buat km,ak terlalu jelek,n km terlalu bagus....

maaf.... :(

hwew.... sepi...
hp ku yg biasanya ada sms mu... skrg gk bergetar sm skali.....
gk enk kyk gini.......
rasanya pen nangis, hah... cowo kok cengeng...
tp gk bs kalo nyangkut prasaan.... =____=
bener"...
Gk ada kamu gk enak!
tp km gk mau sms an lg....
hiks....

now I'm ALONE n LONELY... :(

dengerin lagunya dashboard confessional enk"....
bikin hati tentram....
tp jg bikin kangen masa" itu... hiks...
tp kyknya gk mngkn bs kyk dulu... biarpun kyk gmnpun ak kangennya.....
biarpun rasa ini msh ada bwt km....
tp kyknya km ud mulai mencoba menjauh,melepaskan smua rasa.....
ya ya ya... kalo km menjauh gini bs mbuat km bahagia and gk sedih lg gara" mikirin ak,ak rela kok.....
karena ngeliat kamu tersenyum senang itu jg mbuat ak senang, daripada km sedih,cemberut, apa lg sampe nangis... bikin sedih ak juga.....

loving you is the sweetest memory i ever had......
and i won't let that memory gone...
i always remember it,in my heart... :)

Win~an~tea

When I'm back from the road
and you're out on it
& I'm tired of this distance
& I believe it's over-rated.
And this phone tag game is endless
the novelty is wearing
I'm hoping time will pass
without any assistance
or convincing.

Road rules apply
there's so much action,
you're getting busy.
I'll call your cellular phone
to tell you TV night was
lonely without you
& so am I...
so am I.

It seems our day keeps falling on a leap year.

So many high points on this last leg.
I can't wait to recount them
it seems like nothing's happened
until I've shared them with you.
The note that you had called
says youre half a day away
& you are heading home
just in time for me to leave.

Road rules apply
there's so much action
I'm getting busy.
So make sure that I'm up to date
on TV night,
I hate to miss out.

I think I miss you most
on Wednesdays
& Saturdays.

It seems our day keeps falling on a leap year.


another dashboard confessional song....

I'm always assuming the worst,
but you're going on nonetheless
and there's nothing to cushion your heart led fall.
Letters from further away
keep pulling me close to home.
And there's something to cushion my callous sighs.
And I know that you hope for
longer good-byes
embracing for forever
and falling in your eyes.
(In your eyes, your eyes)

Pouring over photographs.
I'm living in your letters.
Breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you and I can't be
without that scent. It's filling me
with all you mean to me.
(To me)

Continually failing these trials
but you stand by me nonetheless
and you won't let me sink
though I'm beggin you, I'm begging you
Phone calls from further away
and messages on my machine,
but I don't ever tell you this distance
seems terrible.
There is no need to test my heart,
with useless space.
These roads go on forever,
there will always be a place, for you.. in my heart

So I'll hit the pavement
it's gotta be better than waiting
and pushing you far away
cause I'm scared.
So I'll take my chances
and head on my way up there.
'Cause turning to you is like falling in love when you're ten.

song by dashboard confessional...

For my Ex-girlfriend

makasih buat semua kenangan manis yg sudah km berikan ke ak.....
kenangan itu gk bakal ak lupain... dan gk mungkin bisa lupa....
maafin juga kalo ak terlalu bnyk salah,bnyk nyakitin km,maunya sendiri,gk prnh nurut.
maaf jg kmrn" jarang sms, bukan karna gk mau n pengen nglupain km,tp pas ak lg sibuk,soalnya setiap ak sms km,km gk prnh bls,pas ak sibuk,ak gk bs sms.... jd nya gt...
km skrg pengen lost contact ?
oke lah itu jalanmu...
ak gk bs nglarang.....
ak mau blg sesuatu dan mungkin ini terakhir kalinya aku bilang ini, aku sayang kamu....

sulit buat ngelupain kamu,
tp mau gimana lagi...
km sudah memilih jalanmu....

skali lagi makasih buat semuanya......
maaf kalo ada salah....


from your EX-boyfriend....
Win~an~tea

hari ini....
kucingku nglahirin anak.... jumlah tepatnya 5 ekor...
lucu imut"... :D
3 ekor warnanya hmpr sama,sama induknya....
1 item abu"...
1 coklat....

lucu..,,, xD


gk sabar pengen liat si anak kucing yg kecil jd besar... :D

waktu cptlah berlalu....

hahahaha.....

ud ah, mikir buat post slanjutnya... :p

hari ini...
aku,lucky and titis... ngopy d teras cafe araya.....
bnyk bngt yg d critain..... curhat" dll....
bnyk juga cerita yg terungkap....
dan saya membuat kesimpulan....
cinta... gk slamanya indah.... tapi kalo kita sudah memiliki cinta.... apapun terasa indah huahaha... :p

dan malam ini saya kembali melow.....

i miss that moment with you.... :((

hhagz.... cm kata" itu yg bs mengungkapkan ke melow an ku malam ini hehe....

if i can, i want to go to the future...
i want to see what is in the future.....
what i will be in the future...
with whom i will be in the future.....
but that's just IF i can see the future...
and the reality is i can't see the future....
so just let it flow, let this life flow like the water......
keep spirit and hope the best for the future....
we can if we do it.....
yes we can.... :)


Win~an~tea

habis pulang kuliah perpajakan.... buka ym.... dan tiba" saya di ajak untuk konfrensi oleh tina(tindut),titis(tisong),dan vonny(linmas)
dan memulai pembicaraan yg rada" Gj.... di pelopori oleh titis yg membuat silsilah keluarga AZMI.....
beginilah ceritanya.....
di masa suram... ada sepasang suami istri yg udah tua yang sudah mempunyai cucu,sebut saja keluarga AZMI,mreka adalah opa ilham dan oma roi...
mereka mempunya anak yg sangat ganteng bernama yoga (saya sendiri Xp),ngadi si mabuk,dan tina alias tindut si badut.....
dan entah knp saya d panggil dengan julukan kofet.....
pertama kali kofet mengenal cinta,dia bertemu dengan devi seorang cewe muslimah yg cantik jelita dan dengan berjalannya waktu mreka pun akhrnya menikah,dan mendapat sebutan sebagai abah kofet dan umi devi
telah berlangsung pernikahan,mreka d karuniai anak,kakak adik perempuan yg kembar tp tak sama,bernama kakak julia dan adek ovy....
seiring waktu,ternyata abah kofet sudah menikah lagi dengan mama dini (critae bojo loro =-=)
dan mreka pun d karuniai seorang anak yg imut bernama arum.....
seiring waktu berjalan,pagi siang dan malam...
para anak" abah sudah bertambah umur...
mulai dari yg paling tua julia,dia sedang menjalin hub. kekasih dengan seorang dika(pacaran masa kuliah)
lalu arum,yg suda kerja dan mendapat lamaran dari seorang adit....
dan yg plg kecil ,ovy blum bole pacaran karena masih SD (peace :p)
another story....
opa ilham dan opa roi juga mempunyai anak yg lain.... dia adalah uncle ngadi
ktika perjalanan dari kerja,ngadi bertemu dengan seorang wanita cantik,dan dia pun terpesona pada pandangan pertama,sebut saja auntie titis....
setelah berhub. lama,mreka pun menikah.. dan di karuniai seorang anak bernama cece vonny....
hari berganti hari,vonny pun mulai dewasa....
dan uncle ngadi pun spakat dengan rekan kerjanya untuk menjodohkan cece vonny dengan koko vandro.....
beralih lagi ke anak ke tiga dari opa ilham dan oma roi
yaitu tina alias tindut si badut......
tina ada lah anak paling muda dari silsilah keluarga AZMI
ketika tina sedang merantau ke negri orang,dia bertemu lelaki tampan yg sedang merantau juga... bernama lucky..... ktika pertemuan itu,tina langsung saja terpesona pada pandangan pertama kepada seorang lucky....
setelah beberapa lama mereka saling bertegur sapa,timbul lah cinta d antara mereka...
dan akhirnya mereka setuju untuk menikah...
dan akhrnya baru kemarin mereka resmi menjadi suami istri (MANTEN ANYAR)
ya akhirnya mereka hidup bahagia bersama sampe skrg....
oh iy lupa,opa ilham punya adik bernama nenek silvi, dia menikah dengan yosi,dan d karuniai anak bernama singgih...
kasiannya nenek silvi d tinggal pergi oleh yosi dan gk pulang" (bang toyib),dan apesnya lagi anaknya si singgih,juga pergi meninggalkan nenek silvi.... omg... kasian kluarga nya nenek silvi hahaha....
bgitulah silsilah kluarga AZMI

*peringatan ini hanya cerita fiktif belaka,nama asli tapi cerita gk asli
JUST FOR FUN

hahahaha... ya bgitulah crita silsilah kluarga azmi,huammm spertinya saya mengantuk... sampe ktemu d blog" saya slanjutnya... (sok ngartis) wakakakak Xp


Win~an~tea

hoahh.....
hari ini sama tmn" skelas d kampus....
ke alun" hahaha.....
ngeliat" alun" kyk org" GJ =))
trus ke mcd.... bli burger aku...... entah knp skrg lbi suka mam burger drpd mam nasi+ ayam d sana hahahaha......
trus crita" sama tmn".....
lalu ke gramedia.... yg cewe masuk ke gramed yg cowo liat" kaset lagu....
pas cowo" slese liat"... yg cewe ternyata d masjid.... hwee...
akhrnya para cowo kembali ke mobil.... (ktauan gk ikt ke masjid) tp sholat d rumah lah wakakaka.......
dan end of the story....
males ngetik panjang" hahaha......
oh iy... hari ini tmnku ada yg lagi senang.... bruntung bgt nasibnya dia.... huah... ak iri... >.<
moga" yg d atas beri ak jalan yg sama kyk gt.... biarpun gk skrg.... tp smoga suatu saat nanti.... aminn... :D

that's today diary hha....

Sedikit diary hari ini hahaha :
pagi" bangun jam 6... =-= telat bangun gara" kmrnnya gk bs tidur sampe jam 2an zz........ habis kbangun sbentar,sms,trus ktiduran lg =-=
sampe jam 7 kurang 20an bangun lg... wah telat nih.... buru" sarapan,mandi,siap" kuliah....

pas cari baju, pertama make baju pemberian dari michael,bule yg sempet tinggal 3,5 bulan d rumah ku,eh pas pake kok sempit ya (ups),akhrnya cari kaos yg lain... eh ada kaos tulisannya green power, salah satu kaos yg ak suka,suka karna pemberian dari seseorg yg sngt berarti bwt ak(uhuk") hhagz xD, hbs itu pake hem jg,clana jeans dan jam tangan melengkapi hahaha....
stelah siap,langsung cabut dah kuliah,jam menunjukkan 7 lbih 10.... waduh telat kyknya... perjalanan macet,dan sdikit ngebut... sampe d kampus,jam stngh 8... haduh telat nih.... langsung lari masuk,eh ketemu sama tmnku namanya mardika,yg sama" lari masuk sambil manggil ak,trus dia sempet"nya blg wah parah telat nih km... =-=
pdhl dia jg hbs ngeprint tugas itu,akhirnya sama naik lift ke atas,trus masuk kelas......
blum sempat ak duduk.... tmn"ku blg... eh kuliah hari ini gk ada....... :0
zzz... uda kadung lari" ngebut, eh gk ada dosen yg ternyata d ganti besok... argh.....
akhrnya ud terlanjur datang ke kampus masa langsung pulang... pulang jg ngapain ? =-=
akhrnya d kelas sampe jam 9 kurang 10... trus mreka yg ip 3 an ada kuliah.... sedangkan ak yg ip 2,an (aduh malu) sama tmn"ku 5 org termasuk ak turun...
sampe d bwh si ardian a.k.a. tupang pulang duluan...
dan sisa lah 4 orang laki"... ak,dika,vandro,lucky.... pada males pulang smua mreka,akhrnya nongkrong d parkiran.... sampe jam stngh 10... ngobrol" gk jelas =-=

hbs tu stelah bt ngobrol,si dika saranin ke MOG pdhl msh jam stngh 10... ap buka ?
akhrnya d coba aj ksana... sampe d mog, hmpr 80% msh tutup =-= zzz... dika sesat...
akhrnya muter" mog... sampe akhrnya si lucky nyari bando... hmm,d sini ak teringat sesuatu... d toko aksesoris cewe... ak inget mbliin gelang buat seseorg... hhagz...
akhrnya si lucky dpt bando warna biru haiz... gitu d pake,secara rambutna lucky gondrong... tp gk banget hahaha....
trus sms si titis dkk, ngajak jalan"... mreka ke mog,ktemu d dpn center point....
pertama pada bingung mau kmn mau kmn... akhrnya kluar ke matos,maunya bilyardan d d'loft(kalo gk salah nmnya itu) pas ksana... ak sama vandro klaparan hahaha... akhrnya makan nasgor d sana... lucky ngambil duit,dika bli gantungan kunci,titis dkk msh otw ke sini.....
hbs bli makan,ak sama vandro duduk d foodcourt and dateng titis dkk, pas duduk... nunggu pesanan, vonny sm tina ngliatin ke atas,kok d'loft d tutupi kertas" koran... =-= firasat jelek... pas d liat... ternyata under renovation... zz...
akhrnya cm duduk" d foodcourt,makan,dtg si lucky bawa majalah... trus dika bawa gantungan nya hahaha....
hbs slese makan,ak,vandro,dika,tina,vonny sholat d matos (critanya lg alim Xp)titis mau pulang mau les ktnya ntar balik....
hbs sholat,tiba" si titis sms, dmana ? ,pas mau ak bls, eh ktemu... dan dia gk jd les gara" alasannya tiket karcis mblna ilang =-= eh pas ud sms ke gurunya ktnya,dia malah nemu karcisna d dompet =-= hahaha lucu.....
trus tujuan nya mau nonton nih... ud d dpn matos 21... liat" film.... si vandro tiba" blg eh ak gk bs... ada urusan basket d Gor UB, yayaya akhrnya pada gk jd nntn,balik ke UB smua, hbs nganter vandro, titis sms dika,ktemua d FE ya... okelah... d sana titis ngasih kaset ke lucky,dan lucky punya rencana mau ke bilyard d times dkt wss dkt mog... trus mreka d ajak bilyard an d sana,akhrnya bisa bilyardan jg hahaha.....
sampe d sana entah knp ak maennya gk banget =-= susah gt (ap emg gk bakat ? hahaha)

huah puas maen bilyard akhrnya pulang,pas pulang d mblku ada dika n lucky, hmm boy talk skrg hahaha....
mreka pada nanyain km knp yog kyk gk smangat ? ak y blg gpp, lg mikir" ak.... ak blg gt,ya mreka ud tau mslhku langsung blg gini...
dika : ud cari yg baru aja,yg lalu biar berlalu...
lucky : ngmng doang gmpng....
wew... lucky akhrnya nyaranin ak,mending km tunggu aja dulu yog... jngn nyerah dulu...,tp emg lbi baik cari baru kalo emg km mau lupain.....
wew.... gk mngkn ak bs nglupain org kyk dia... dan ak gk mau nglupain... ak mending nunggu sampe emg dia bs..... (aduh curcol) ya intinya ak gk mau nyerah sm cinta ku ke dia... tiap ak ngapain slalu ak inget dia... huah... bener" gk enk kalo gk ada dia....
kyknya ak bnr" lg kangen sm dia.... ud stngh hari gk d sms dia, walaupun ktnya pulsa smsna habis sih hahaha... tp tetep aj jd sepi nih hahaha...

moga" km baca ini ya.... :p

huem.... sdikit tulisan buat mu :p
my love for you is never end... i hope you know it,i hope you feel the same like me...
i really need you right now...
and honest i really miss u now.... hahaha

oke sudah cukup diary saya hari ini....
gk bole bnyk" tar kyk curhat d blog lg hahaha....


Win~an~tea

Masa" SMA....

ada cerita dmn ada skumpulan orang" bujang yg sedang kesepian di tanggal 14-02-08,tepat pas hari valentine.... dmn saat itu seorang yoga winantea sedang sendirian d rumah.....

tiba" ada sms dr MR. X (lupa sapa XD) katanya mau kerumah....
main".... pertama ak iya in...... dan akhrnya bnyk yg kerumah......
dan mereka adalah :

1. Ranggih a.k.a. ronggeng(si botak Xp)
2. terra (si kecil Xp)
3. Arif Suha (si belung )
4. Chalik
5. Adit
6. kresno
dan saya sendiri hahahaha......
kalo gk salah ada taufik jg yg bawa coklat hahahaha....
lupa" ingat sayaaa......

berawal dari hari itu dmn para bujanger's berkumpul....
dan akhirnya para bujanger's sepakat menamakan kelompok yg agak 'gila' ini dengan Pesta Bujang a.k.a. PB ato bujang party,kenapa dinamakan pesta bujang ?
karena pada saat itu semua anggota termasuk saya sedang SINGLE....
dan kenapa ada 'pesta' nya ?
gk tau kalo yg ini wkwkwkw... xP
hmm... hampir setiap malem minggu para bujanger's gathering.....
sbelum pada sibuk kuliah sendiri hahahaha.....
di tiap pertemuan setiap bujanger's slalu bercerita keluh kesah problematika tntng LOVE LIFE hahahaha
kadang ada yg suka rahasia"an, tp akhrnya jg cerita hahaha...
yeah yeah.....

i miss that moment....

skrg sudah agak susah untuk gathering hahaha... cuma bisa pas liburan" semester.....
oh iy d bujang party juga ada menu nya lhooo
HAHAHA....

nama menunya MIB.......

gk usah d jelasin ah.... ayahab..... xD

hmmm..... bgitulah sdikit crita tentang Bujang party hahahaha....
oh iy ada FBnya jg lho (promosi) hahaha.... search aja Ngajub Ytrap or klik here

hope this holiday we can gathering again.... XD

Ten2Five I Will Fly

You know all the things I've said
You know all the things that we have done
And things I gave to you
there's no chance for me to say
How precious you are in my life
And you know that is true

To be with you is all that I need
cause with you my life seems brighter
and these are all the things I wanna say, hey

I will fly into your arms
And be with you to the end of time
Why are you so far away
You know it's very hard for me to get my self close to you

You're the reason why I stay
You're the one who can not believe
Our love will never end
Is it only in my dream ?
You're the one who can not see this
How could you be so blind

To be with you is all that I need
cause with you my life seems brighter
And these are all the things I wanna say, hey

lagunya menenangkan jiwa...
lagu lama emg enk" hahahahay.... xD

texting.....
browsing....
doing assignment if deadline is tomorrow (LOL)
listening to the music.....

and i'm so bored now.....
the finance assignment is very difficult to understand....

hoahhhh........

hari ini posting 3 x huahahaha....
lumayan lah buat pemula... xD


uda ah garap tugas lg... hehe.....

every little thing i do,everything is only about you......
sometimes i think that, what is purpose of my life ? if there is no you in my side ?
but i can't just be selfish to do what i want.....
this choice isn't your completely choice...
but i promise i will wait till that time come...
till that time,please don't change...
i still need you ... :)



hahaha.... lg ngelantur mode on.... >.<

yeah yeah yeah...
life must go on.......

and i promise i won't change at all.....
if you need me,anytime anywhere,just say it to me..... i will be there.... :)


udah ah... curcol amat disini... xD


Win~an~tea

My first time blogging.... hahahaha.........

hmm... blum ada ide.... post GJ aj dulu ah.... :))